Surreal.

1.01AM

Now that I think about it, Singapore was an eventful year. Even if it was being there for just a year changed me immensely. It doesn't matter who you are, if our paths crossed, I just want you all to know that you're part of a maturing stage for me and I am truly grateful to have you all in it. Over the whole chapter of my life in Singapore, I was able to earn friends, knowledge, experience amongst other things. Whether you've walked into my life and left nothing but vague imprints and memories or whether its the ones that stayed with me since the start, you're all part of me.

All the friends I've made through the year, I know that I could be a pain in the ass sometimes but thank you for putting up with me. I know this letter is long overdue but something finally knocked some sense into this incoherent mind of mine to finally write to you all.

The dungeon people, you know who you are, thank you for always bringing liveliness into the room, for always motivating me with work and for always putting so much effort into helping me through hard times.

The snails, you are the ones that started out with me and thank you for always always always cheering me up on a bad day. You're all very precious to me and you've literally stuck with me since the start and I dont know how to express this gratitude of mine.

Fashion people, ya'll rock. Some I know since the start, some later but nevertheless, you're all fucking special to me. Though we sometime spend time separately because ya'll doing your sewing and shit, you're all fucking talented to me.

#BMcrew, though we've only been able to get together for a sem, ya'll were supposed to be my future classmates. I was supposed to do the meaningless fake news with ya'll and help ya'll with your vine videos and shit. Sorry for not being there as promised and sorry I couldn't continue down the journey with you all. But please know that you all are amazing and even if it was just a term ya'll really made me feel welcomed and blessed to be part of the #BMcrew. Remember our VJ performance at Homeclub? It was amazing, first time showcasing our talent to the rest of the student body and all the guests, ya'll were nervous as fuck and the time we used to prepare.

And the zouk partner in crime! Ya'll really changed me the most. From a non-party-go-er to a twice-a-week-at-least party person. It was great being introduced to the crowd and I couldn't believe all those times we spent together until 5am in the morning trying to get home and the cab line is just fucking crazy. Remember when we're like fuck this shit and walked all the way to like idk where? Good times.

Theres one friend that I'd really like to thank. Sticking with me since day-1, and I wouldn't have survived first year without her. This is long overdue, as I've said but I wasn't able to show my gratitude towards her enough. She's helped me through the hardest times and she's the only one who showed various acts of selflessness towards not just me but everyone around her. Liking the same thing to even looking almost identical, I think this is what God has planned for us. So thank you so very much for being such a nice person and I'm sorry you have to deal with my attitude and moodswings sometimes but you held it all together so thank you. You're so strong, so talented, and so amazing so please know that wherever you go, you'll succeed. I'm truly grateful to have met you, out of all people. I'm thankful God gave me a chance to get to know you and be your friend and I'm sorry we're not together at the moment but I'll find a time to visit you soon!! I'll work hard towards my future and I want to be the same pillar of strength you lean on for support when you're tired, I want to be the same as you are to me.

My time in Singapore might have come to an end but the people that mattered most to me will always stay with me no matter what. You're all amazing people and you're all blessed to have come together in one small place. I'm truly blessed to have been able to go through the blood-shedding experience with you all and for what its worth, you all will be the shape of the future. I'll look back at this chapter of my life and realize that I was truly blessed to be able to mature in such a place with you people. Thank you for making my life an eventful ride and thank you for letting me learn how to love.

I hope one day we cross paths again, and when that day comes, I want to be able to say "You've come such a long way, I'm so proud of you!"